i'll build a wall around my heart
that would only break a part for you
8:27 p.m.*2009-05-13

today lied to me
gave me the promise of a good day
with the peaceful ride to work
only to mar the day terribly
with the defective contacts that made me half blind, half irritated the whole day
had to stop by capitol after work to get new ones
made me late, made me walk into the trap (damn the train)
mrts and buses are the scariest things ever, on top of lifts
i think im gonna use the stairs at home for a while
and pray that the one at work doesnt crash on me
and try my best to get my driving license
im never going to work on mrt and bus in future
just kill me
i can feel myself die a little more each day
im at a loss for words otherwise

fade||away